read an article from a freelance writer on his

thanking a special someone for changing his life at a pivotal

turning point.

thinking about the people who have changed mine right now...

realised that there are so many- and they always change,

though there are those that always remain in that

secret place in your heart- and above all

Jesus Christ (whom i want to place above all in my heart)

because studies, money, relationships, food, you name it, just

cant fill that void of being spiritually empty

and i guess its true you can only be hungry when you

were fed and filled before, because being numb of the presence

of God is terrifying. Just that word describes it already- numb.

you cant feel His presence cant hear His voice, and worse,

you know that Hes not there.

and thats when you start realised that its because you ve covered

it with prioritizing it with so many other things...

and so thank God when you take a step towards Him, He takes
a million towards us because its true,

that even if its the smallest and tiniest of voices

its His voice from the depths of Your heart speaking...

dont really care if nobody understands me, but thats just

how i feel... and thats why i treasure my time with God more now

thinking of the times He pulled me up, again and again...

if God isnt real, nothing else really is.

Thank You Lord for Yanyu coming to church on Good Friday!

praying for her... Lord that she may know and love you

and thank You for coming into her life just as you have mine =)